♥his mesmorising smile.♥

Sunday, August 1, 2010

"When you forgive you love, and when you love, God's light shines through you."

Sometimes, i never wanted to forgive certain people for their deeds.
But then i realised, How long Am i Gonna Live.

When someone you care about hurts you, you can hold on to anger, resentment and thoughts of revenge. OR embrace forgiveness and move forward.

I mean, Life is too short to hold grudges.

I always found it hard to forgive people.
But maybe, now its time for me to Reform.

Im Loquacious and Loud.
That i know, but Im no mean thing.

And to say, whatever which happened last year had a vast impact on me.
I realised that we'd never know whats gonna happen to us de next second.
Then why hold grudges and pretend like you dont care.

I wanna fogive and forget.

நன்றி ம‌றவேல், and from this very minute I'll stick to my words.
And also learn how to forgive and forget peoples mistakes.

I remember Vadi annae telling me that Life is a Weighing scale.
And that we should remember de good deeds one has done for us and forget and forgive for de bad ones.

And yes, Suba used to tell me: If one asks for forgiveness he is great. Then de one who forgives is Greater.

My intention is not to be someone great.
Totally.

But i just feel that its time I Reaslised that Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.

I might sound like I've gone Insane.
Maybe.

1:23 PM

Monday, July 19, 2010

OH BOY, I MISS YOU.

SCHOOLS KILLING ME.

And yes, IM SCREW'D.

I WANNA SLEEP LIKE THERES NO 2MORO.

grrr.

oh whatever.

And ermmm,

I LOVED TOY STORY 3.

i dont know why i even started off wid dese post.
but yeah.

IM ALL CRANKY.

I MIGHT BITE.

10:13 PM

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Fridays are Fun.

Not all, but de past few fridays have been awesome.
Oh no, dont think im pretending to be Happy.
But I really am.

And dance lessons are now on fridays.
And de bad thing is, its in Tampines.

Oh yes, Dance teacher just got awarded for her long service.
I could see her face glowing when she was talking about it.
Its about Regconition.
And yes, im really proud of her.
Most of de dance teachers who have been teaching dance for de past 60 years were awarded it seems.

I've always been proud of teacher.
All those news paper articles and letters from famous people.

There was this particular article, which actually states that shes getting married. And thus questioning, "Are we gonna see her dance performances again?"
Like wad a topic to write about. What were they thinking.

And personal letters and invitation from Our very own MM Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

Sighs.

She was so popular back then.

And i always wanted to be as popular as her. But thats a tough job.
There are too many people who're learning dance. Yes, and there're awesome.
So, lets just see what happen in de future.

And yes, i love Mrs Vasantha Kasinath.(known as Vasanth Mani in de 70s)

Oh so, yesterday we went for dinner wid Sithapa, Sithi and Santhosh of cos.
My parents met them, and they'yall abandoned me and went to shop in Singapore expo.
HMMM,
And here comes de interesting part.
Theres dese shop in Tampines called MR Prata.
So cute right de name.

And i seriously wonder why Santhosh loves pinching and biting me.
He just turned two.
And im proud to have a lil brother who loves de computer like no other.
Sounds ridiculous, absolutely.
HE LOVES DE COMPUTER.
SMARTY.

okay, so heres some pictures.
Think ive said quite alot.
So, seeya.

8:17 PM

Thursday, July 1, 2010

ALL I WANNA SAY NOW IS THAT, I LOVE DE MOVIE RAAVANAN.

HATS OFF TO MANI RATHNAM SIR. YOU'VE SCORED.

4:03 PM

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Okay I know by now Ya'll would be wondering,
How come i've got 2 entries in a day.
Miracle!?!?!
Maybe. I dont really know why im blogging.
Oh, maybe i do.
Cos im in a MESS.

LOLness.

I feel so lonely, its a Sudden feeling.
Nah, thats not because im de only child.
Then Why??? You might ask, i promise you i dont know de reason.

YEDHO NAAN IRRUNTHAEN, EN ULLAE KAATRAAI NEE KIDAITHAI.
KAATRAI MOZHIPIYARTHAEN, ANBAE SOL MOOCHAI YEN PARITHAAI.

IRAVU INGAE, PAGAL INGAE. THODUM VAANAM PONATHU ENGAE.......
UDAL INGAE, UYIR INGAE. THADUMAARUM AAVI ENGAE.......

URUGINAEN, NAAN URUGINAEN. EN UYIRIN PAATHI THARUGIRAEN.

IM MISSING YOU. Looking forward to friday, last paper.
YEEHAAA.

11:35 PM

Hello WORLD.
I suddenly had de urge to blog.
Why, cos i dont feel like talking to anyone about whatevers happening.
I don't know why such things are happening.
And if you're reading this, dont you ever think that im having SELF PITY on Myself.
Seriously, i dont wanna disturb anyone or fill them with my problems when everyone have their own problems to resolve.
So let me just spill this out quickly.

Why do people say or do things which they really dont mean it!?!?!
Why do people say that they love someone Madly, yet tell them all de lies in de world.

Who do you think I am?
Yes, you mean alot to me.
I really wanna help you.
Dont you wanna prove to people that whatever they're saying about you is wrong!?!?!
Dont you wanna make your parents proud.
It seems as though you dont care.
If you seriously dont bother, Why should i bother?

Im not forcing you to do things, do it at your own will.
You dont wanna do it, then you have to face all those people who bad mouth about you.
You created such a bad impression,
YOU HAVE TO CHANGE THAT IMPRESSION.

I dont know whats running in your mind.
I can see that you dont wanna let go.
THEN, dont LIE.

A LIE AFTER ANOTHER, it doesnt help you know.

And i really appreciate Subathra's love for me.
Theres no need for her to call me when de whole world was snoring away.
Thank you big time, i really needed you girl.

I was waiting for you to come into my life.
Now when you're here, it feels as though you're suffocating me.

I never wanted to let you go.
I want to help you succeed in everything.
I wanna walk with you throughout.

As i said, i dont know what to do.
Who to seek help from.
God Please Help ME.

I'll be strong till then.

And Rajes ka, thank you for all de favours you've done.
All de motivation and lil chats.
All of these means alot to me.

And subathra, as i promised.
I will never EVER EVER send you sucha TEXT again.
I PROMISE.

Chella mazhaiyum nee, Chinna idiyum nee.

1:02 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010

OMG, LIKE FINALLY.
I shud do it de way AJITH does.
"IM BACK."
LOL.

you know, sometimes i wonder how i can smile though everything seems to be falling apart.
as though im wearing a mask.
AND PRETEND AS THOUGH IM DE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH.
sighs, maybe i shud remain that way.
but, i find it so hard to smile dese days.
as i said, i'll continue pretending.

YOU KNOW,
im so thankful that IM A PART OF SASTHA PILLAIGAL.
why, cos i totally forget all my pain when i meet them.
call it a family more than a Bhajan group.
and now AKKA JES & DEVAN ANNA are officially married.
so is PARAN ANNA & BHAVANI AKKA.
just cant wait for my awesome 2's ROM, DURGA KA & VADI ANNA.
and PRAVIN ANNA'S COMING BACK.

thank god, ive got something to be happy bout.

AND SHES COMING BACK. thats de best thing which can happen to me.
shes what i really need now.

but i'll stay strong, i still remember what akka jes told me a few years ago.
its still ringing in my head.
i'll always be full of smiles.

and ya.
thats it for now.
and shhhh, nobody knows that my blog has be revived for now.
I'LL JUST TALK TO MYSELF.

12:02 AM